Well.Maybe.I'm.Wrong

My mind seems to work too much sometimes.

I over, or I even over-analyze. That's just how I am.

Even if there is nothing to think about, I think anyhow, just for something to do.

Lately, I have been thinking, just when might God see it cool to let me in on a little secret.

Every time I think it, I get hit with something like, "You have to wait," or my favorite, "I know what I'm doing, so just give me the reigns and let me handle this little thing called love for you."

Yes, so I said it, LOVE. The four letter word no one seems to wan to talk about, unless you are actually in love.

I often times THINK about love, not the familial love, but a love only found between a man and a woman. Then, God reminds me that I have that covenant love with Him, and that I never really have to worry about where I can get love. All I have to do is look up.

Smile.Guys Like It

In recent endeavors, my Psych. of Human Sexuality class has discussed some pretty out there things, things that no one EVER wants to talk about. Today, however, was a day that I will never forget.



As we were drawing near the end, we began discussing flirting, after all, today's class was about attraction. Here is what I learned:

Women all over the world flirt with the same sequence:

*Smile, lifts eyebrows, drops eyelids, tilts head to the side, then looks away, may giggle, and use hands to cover face.

Men all over the world also flirt with the same sequence of behaviors:

*Stand tall, smile, chest thrust, gaze...eye language.

I realized something about myself today: I do every single one of these things, when speaking to a guy.

Ladies, take a look at yourself, I'm sure you do all them too...

that is all

Fire.God.Me

I took this at the lake up the road from my house. It is photo shoped a little for color emphasis, but the ring was there when I took it. To me, it symbalizes God's continuity that we can find in Him. He is continuous and never failing.

At the University I attend, we have to go to chapel every week. Thursday, I went, and the music was fantastic. The song that touched me most, was the song You Won't Relent by Misty Edwards. the words settled in, and I realized how close God wants us to be to Him.

When I go to this same spot on the lake, I feel closer to God, like I could reach out and touch His face. It's so awesome....

I Said "Thank You" Instead of "Amen"

Here is the scenario: I do my little presentation on a Medical Missions group, and am asked, by my prof to pray for the class...

::!!MY BIGGEST FEAR!!! PRAYING IN FRONT OF PEOPLE!!::

So I pray my little prayer, trying not to stumble on my words. At the end, I said "Thank you," instead of "Amen."

Horrifying!! Luckily, no one noticed.

I think back now, even though it was only yesterday, at how funny it is, and that praying outloud isn't so bad after all, not that it doesn't still scare the bijeeeezes outta me to do it still, but hey, I'm working on it!!

Today, I took an exam in a class so happily named, "AIDS." For real, I know I missed like four. Hopefully I will still have a good grade!!

Can we talk about the rain!! I love it!! :) yay for rain...

PB&J, Cheezits, and Music

Today, my 9 A.M. class was cancelled which resulted in me sleeing in.

I was pretty overwhelmed when classes first started, things piled on, one thing after another. I thought my brain might just fall out. Luckily, God is better than that haha... He helped me through it and also made me realize some things about myself. It's been good.