Whiplash

You cannot even fathom the feeling I am experiencing right now, or maybe you can. I would say more, but I don't want people to know. I would rather only a couple know. So, for my personal life's sake, I'm leaving it at that, just know, that I feel like I'm being jerked around and around. I want the confusion and whiplash to end, Father, take care of this.

It's Just a Reflex!

So, this morning in chapel, Pecan was speaking on how the culture our generation is/ was raised in is different from 'back then.' He then proceeded to go into how pop culture has altered people's view of sex, which is a very sacred thing to the Church. (and I agree.) Anyhow, he proceeded to say the folliowing things:

"Sex is like a sneeze, just a reflex."
"If it looks good jump on it."
(In replying to our stunned laughter to the sneeze comment:)
::SNIFFLES:: "I have a cold and don't have the energy to do it."

Which sent the entire room into roaring laughter. I hee hawed with my row of friends, as did everyone else. I laughed so hard, I cried.

He had a good point though. The culture young people are brought up in today has distorted the way each person looks at sex. A lot of people now think it's just a fun, recreational thing that has no need for love. No morality in how many so called, 'partners,' on has had.

I do agree that it should be sanctified, and you should wait til marriage, not to mention, this would help tame the spread of disease.

Notice I said 'tame.' Obviously it will not cure or prevent disease, but it will help slow the spread.

Anyhow, off my soap box, it's going to be 8 degrees here where I live tonight!! OMG that makes me sooo happy! :-)

Not That Interesting

I was juwst thinking...Really, I understand why no one reads this 'bloggy.' It is super boring, considering my writing skill apparently do not exist. HA. Anyhow, this morning was a challenging morning. I had to stay awake in my Cardiovascular Health class, which happened to have a very loud air vent, which in turn was attempting, and almost succeeding, to lull me into a deep sleep. yeah. Although I'm sure what Prof had to say was interesting,. I wouldn't know because, well, my brain just couldn't bear the thought of me actually paying attention oin the first day of class. I quickly realized that I needed caffiene, only to remind myself that I do not drink soft drinks. Coffee was an option, but, I wanted a fizzy drink. You see, I have given them up only recently (being two weeks ago), and it is very diffifcult. But that's okay, my buddy Jesus will help curve the cravings. :)

Someting Tells me...

Sitting here, thinking, breathing, realizing, wondering, creating. God keps me close in His embrace, knowing thta if I fall, He'll help me up if He sees I'm not making it.
At this moment in time, God is the only thing holding my head above the water. Sometimes I feel as though I'm falling, he catches me, sets me on my feet and leads me through life. I'm gla for this.

Jumping Puddles

So, today, I feel the need to make one of my random words/phrase lists. I dunno, something to help me take my mind off things.

My dog sings
sunshine on a clear day
I love puppies
raindrops
the ellen show is funny
my thoughts are cloudy
i can't think
i want a mushroom/spinach quesadilla
mmmmmm, I'm hungry
again
hahahahahaaa
I have seen Twilight 3 times in the theatre, and twice, I got in for free
Chunky monkeys are dancing down my street
i am gonna watch a movie today, I just don't know which one
Prolly Devil's Advocate
or Elf, I love that Movie
Sweet tea is AWESOME
I want shrimp, or spaghetti
yeah
ummmmm I want to cook
for a big group of ppl, say my Starlite homies
I slept too much
i need social interaction
I jumped puddles in my rain boots one day, not realy, it was just one BIG puddle, i walked through it

Smiling into the Clouds

Everyday, I wake up to more clouds and maybe even rain. I feel more at home, even though I've lived here all of my life. Seeing the clouds and fog put me in a dream, a dream of life in the Pacific Northwest. I've always wanted to live in Washington state, on the coast, in a quaint little house. Some people who know me may relate my dream to a series of books I've recently finished. I can immediately shooot that opinion down, only to say that I have always wanted to live there. I plan to visit after college. just to see if it's really what my heart desires.

I cannot wait, well I can, but it'll be hard.

Lists...Fun Stuff

I guess with the new Year, everyone feels compelled to make a list of things he or she would like to accomplish througout the year. I am one of those people who likes to make lists, just to see how organized, or how unorganized my life is. Usually it's the latter of the two. HA.



I'm gonna make a list of things I wouldl ike to do this year, some of them concrete, some of them just thoughts:



1. Pet an ostrich
2. Learn to walk gracefully


Oh, who am I kidding?! This list will never be complete, and most things will never be completed!! lol...I'm gonna go attempt sleep