Going Under

Lately life has fallen so far down the mountiani that I'm beginning to think I'll never make it back up. It's so difficult being in the Sciences. Sometimes I wonder if I'm even where God wants me to be. Of course, He then proceeds to smack me in the head with some crazy idea of doing medical missions in the summer, reminding me of my one true passion: helping others get well. Or, just helping others all together. I struggle with grades, making it almost impossible not to worry. I just want this to go away. Better yet, I want to go away, far away.